January 26, 2007 at 12:00 am
That angelic gal ~ Part 2
Read Part 1 Here ~ Somehow girls are very affected over things happening to their friends in matters of love. Guys would normally tell them to move on with their life and stuff, whereas they would share their pain and sorrow or cry with them.
Maybe that’s why girls always tell one another about their personal problem? ‘Well.it’s getting common isn’t it? Relationship are breaking up every now and then.’ ‘I seen them come together and they have been together for 3 months plus. so long.’ Three months and you called that long?
It’s not even longer than a semester. Maybe people involved will find it longer than it seemed to be. I am a counselor in school and people approach me for all kind of interpersonal relation problem.
Maybe that’s why I have another point of view? But when it comes to myself, I am such a dick head. ‘If they were meant to be together well. they will be together right? Sometimes not being together is a good thing.
Couples not suited for each other being force to be together is a painful thing.’ ‘Fate.?’ Fate to me is like a legend; everyone talks about it, rant about it, thank God about it, but when it comes to relation, I have never gotten myself a girlfriend, so I know nuts about it. Err. you could say that?’
‘Then are we fated to know each other. Cloud.?’ I always hated it whenever girls corner me with questions that neither YES nor NO is the right answer. Just when I am stuck with her questions, my mum with her pissed off face come knocking at my door, demanded that I finish the food left for me.
‘Hey, I have go off for now to eat supper. answer you another time.’ ‘Come on. give me a smile ok? I treat you movie next time.’ ‘You say wan ar. . I see you tomorrow ok?’ Well, it seemed that the treating trick always works.
Hey. it means that I can make use of this excuse to catch a movie with her! I am such a fast learner ‘Ok! bye bye!’ The next thing I see is the ‘DISCONNECT’ word on my computer. Grinning from ear to ear, I skip my way to the kitchen. ‘Cloud! You are finally here!’ looked at the clock and it says 10 pm.
No, I am not late, rather I am pretty early using IRC entering our usual chat room. ‘Cloud, my good friend tried to patch back with her bf today. but he ignore her.’ Well. guys of these days are not looking for serious relation.
People have to get to know and go through more relation before they could realize that who is the right one for them what. ‘She cried you know. so poor thing. then that guy said that he likes another girl.’
A Chinese proverb came into my mind - Tian ya he chu wu fang cao. Why cry wasted tears over a relation that was never meant to be yours in the first place? Human, even though are emotional creatures, after a period of time, everything will just be a memory of what had taken place.
‘Yah I told her to move on with her life, but she loved him so much and she couldn’t believe that he like someone else. if I am her, I will also dunno what the do.’ Don’t know what to do?
Make yourself happy instead of lingering in this sorrowful event? Sometimes I really wonder if woman are that dumb? Or is it love that is making woman a vulnerable creature? And what makes you think THAT it is love?
Woman, in their first love, love their lovers, in others, they loved love. Really?.’ All woman loves romance. It is like salt and sugar in cooking. Without it, whatever relation will be bland.
What about you Cloud?’ Me? How come the topic is about me now? I always avoid questions whenever it comes to me in revealing my inner self. It is like exposing yourself to danger through speaking.
People, whom you least expected it, betray the trust you given to them and you will have to go through this series of utter disappointment and sadness. Ok I admit. I watch TOO much TV. ‘Me? What about me?’
‘What if something like that happens to you?’ ‘Er. it won’t lar. I don’t even have a gf.’ ‘Why? Go get one?’ .’ ‘y? something is wrong?’ Ok baby, this would be the catalysis to explode my innermost views again.
‘I don’t want to get a gf for the SAKE of getting one. its meaningless don’t you think? Relation nowadays are going nowhere because people just want to be in a relation.
They are afraid to be alone - they WANT someone to walk by them. Be it emotionally, sexually or physically. I don’t mind being alone - I like it! Until maybe when the special one comes along,
I will try my best to be with her, doing stuff together and most importantly, grow together.’ There was an unaccustomed silence after I type that paragraph.
My fingers speed through the keyboard and finally stop at the last word. Oh @$$@! Have I just ruined my good impression? I discern its time to celebrate with Jerry about my first failure.
You are right Cloud.’ Hooray!! I could see my happiness on the computer screen, signaling to my victory of words. I want to stay single, until the special one comes along too. ~ to be continue ~
