March 2, 2007 at 10:44 am
I want to cry…
How much I am fed up with this endless routine! I am tired of pulling a smile on my face daily, whereas my soul is crying because of weariness.
I am tired to bear those whom I cannot bear. I am tired of my chronic fatigue.
I am tired of being strong. I am tired of lying to myself and nourish myself with hopes. I am tired to justify others hopes.
Life is not a fairy tale, why do I keep on believing in it? I am tired of struggling with myself and those around me. I want to be alone. Simply to stay alone for some time.
Routine eats me up. I begin to feel myself a shallow person. I am tired of being strong, but don’t wish to be weak.
Contradiction. And I don’t know how to find out the solution. My God! Now I want to cry at everybody indiscriminately! …
How I wish to come to depth of a forest, to lean against a powerful tree, to turn out to be under heavy shower and simply to cry out.
Alone… That no one could see me.
How strange it happens in life - that what gave you a complete happiness, in time may give you deep sorrow.
I feel this way recently, I want to pull this out of my heart, but fail… Hope time will heal me, and I will return to my previous rhythm of life…
Feel like crying?,Then cry… Never forget that in this life YOU can be and do anything you want at any moment!, its that easy. Life plays by its rules, so make your own loophole’s, Be strong or Be weak, it only really matters to one’s self… just remember to NEVER EVER feel sorry for yourself… theANGEL!!! I like how your word’s are written!!!… Respect aight!!!! View all comments by Dren
nobody wants to be alone, crying isnt a crime and sometimes it helps. Life isnt easy as it seems, but we cant just give it up… View all comments by Anne
sorry, that sucks. View all comments by dylan
Crying is the thing that anyone can’t escape..
I find crying as a good way to express what you feel deep inside whether it’s a feeling of happiness or despair…
Because after you’d cried there’s a feeling of fulfillment.. View all comments by cutie princess